The Poet Visits the Denver Public Library with Their Beloved
It is their idea to peruse the maps—
the cuff of their sweater, rocktrumpet
pink, not warm from Denver’s summer-acting
winter, but my wrist chaffing against theirs.
I expect to find nothing on Dearfield.
Think Greeley, look for maps of Weld County,
but they move toward the areal maps: C-E.
What they pull, plastic-sleeved and glossy
under fluorescent lights, is a 1975 map
of my ghost town. What little remained
on the site, tiny black smudges against
uniform gray. From the flimsy printouts
taped to my bedroom wall they recognize
the reservoir, the stretch where residents
bent down in wind-ruddy dirt to retrieve
water, walk it back to the settlement’s
yucca-flourished banks. They drag a finger,
jewel-less and clipper blunted down Empire
canal. I watch their pointer’s pad smooth
rumples from maps’ protective plastic. I
would follow them anywhere—even in
my own city. I would study the maps
with my attention only on their steady hands.